here and now- where i am ?

its just an assessment of all the volley of weird thoughts and a collection of dreams i have been having, since the start of this year. i have been through a lot of these thinking sessions and what i have realized after all this is .... that the human mind is a dangerous, amazing , exceptional, immoral device on which to develop a ontrol is my present challenge. i have been thinking and literally flying around the globe in my thoughts....literally i can tell you that i have been to India day in and day out in my personal dream liner. the reason i put across the table for this situation i am in presently is only because i have too much time on my hands. so what i do instead of utilizing it in something constructive, it is not that i don't try but i don't know why i end up thinking about stuff which shouldn't be on my plate at this moment.i am sitting at my desk in my clinic i am finishing a case report which i am supposed to submit today and voila my mind starts flying to India ,to Delhi , to my home....